I Have a Crush I Want to Talk to You - Chapter 19
: Chapter 15 Unpredictable Empathy
Finally, I have a holiday, and I can sleep with him for three days and three nights.
Miss Jiaren looked at my report card, although it was a little bit short of meeting the standard of 30 pounds of instant noodles, but it was enough to make her smile so much that she couldn’t close her mouth, so she took the initiative to invite instant noodles to eat at home. Two goblins.
Xiaobai and Jiayao threw themselves on their knees in front of the instant noodles after seeing my Force Awakening and said, “Master Kong, please accept my disciples!”
The instant noodle was embarrassed to scratch his head and said, “It’s not all my credit for you two to get up quickly, the key is the result of Xu Jingjing’s own efforts.”
“Did you hear me! Did you hear me? I’ve told you all about it. It’s the result of my earnest efforts. You must know that I used to get into bed before eleven o’clock every day, but now I have to fight with the question bank at least after twelve o’clock every night. .”
I was kicked into the corner with disgust by the two of them.
Xiaobai and Jiayao were no match for the two little goblins, and instant noodles included both of them, so the four of us, master and apprentice, ran together from this winter vacation to the blissful world of the western sky for the college entrance examination.
It is precisely because of this incident that I fully realized how good instant noodles are. Not only did I take the first place in the whole grade every time I took an exam, but it also made me a waste of money. If it weren’t for losing weight and hanging out with me every day, he should be either in the library or at home reviewing books. If it weren’t for helping him lose weight by accident, I wouldn’t be bothered to look at him in the crowd. It is estimated that fat paper will always be ignored except in the world of sports competition. have a comparison
, I have a deeper consciousness, I used to be like a fool, only wasting the good time on star chasing and nympho.
“Instant noodles, come here, I have something to tell you.” I summoned instant noodles to the balcony.
Xiaobai and Jiayao were very curious, and they also followed. I tried my best to **** the milk and blocked the two goblins in the glass door.
“I thought about it for a long time today, and I decided to study hard and make progress every day!” I clenched my fist and swore.
“Very good! I’m optimistic about you.”
“I want to apologize to you, I think I’m very Bicth…”
He taped my forehead with his hand and asked suspiciously, “What stimulates you again?”
I opened his hand in disgust and said, “Be serious! I’m going to tell you something. You suspected me before, that’s right, I called you to join the alliance, in fact, I wanted you to chase Xu Jingjing, and then break up her with Gao Zhan.”
“I know. Your thoughts were written all over your face then.”
“Can you give me some face?”
“You said, I won’t interrupt.”
“Later on helping you lose weight, I still have such thoughts, and you have always been sincere in helping me. It is also the progress of this final exam that made me start to reflect seriously. I have not been serious enough in my work, and I have not done my best. I don’t want to put my energy on unnecessary things. The road ahead is very long. , I want to do some things I like and do my best. I decided to study hard and never do childish things like Gao Zhan’s nympho.
Instant Noodles looked at me with tender and bright eyes, patted my head like a pet dog and said, “Xu Jingjing, you are very enlightened. Congratulations! You have become a Buddha on the spot before you reach the Western Heaven.”
I knocked off his hand again and spat: “Fuck you! You should lose weight! I, Xu Jingjing, are going to start serious, if you don’t lose weight seriously, it will be over. I ate all the pot in my house today, my dad Mom was almost scared to death by you. Xiaobai and Jiayao didn’t dare to eat because they were afraid that they would be starving you, the ‘master’, and let it all go to you. Also, I’ll go to the barber shop to clean up your ‘instant noodles’ . Disgusting to death!”
“Okay.” The smile on the instant noodles’ face was like a spring breeze, warm and genial.
In fact, under my daily devil’s watch, plus his firm will, he has lost a lot of weight. After a month of winter vacation, he lost more weight. Every time Dad Kang saw me, his eyes filled with tears, thanking me for saving his son on behalf of the moon, and then rewarding me with a big bowl of delicious food.
As soon as the new semester was reported, many people in the class began to discuss the matter of instant noodles becoming thinner. Slowly, more and more people were discussing him, and more and more attention was paid to him.
Lian Jiayao couldn’t help but exclaim: “I haven’t seen my master for over ten days, and he has lost weight again. Jingjing, your eyes are really poisonous! I didn’t expect our master to be so thin after he lost weight. He’s so handsome!”
Xiaobai also agreed and said, “Master still needs to be thinner, and now he is still a little bit fatter. Fat people are all potential stocks, this is true. When he loses weight completely, he will be unstoppable.”
I sneered: “You two eyes
Blind? Where does he look so good? Obviously a chubby bastard. ”
Jiayao immediately refuted me: “Where is the master short? You look more than Gao Zhan.”
Xiaobai said, “You are the one who is blind. The master is about as strong as Xiong Shuai at best. As far as our school uniforms are concerned, is it okay for anyone to wear them?”
Two people, one master, slammed me as a “big brother” who was a little stubborn. I couldn’t help but glance at the instant noodles that came from a distance to chat and laugh with my classmates. It turned out that the round fleshy face did gradually show some edges and corners. Before, Xiong Zhuang’s body looked just a little stronger, but he didn’t The semester is so bearish.
It’s because I’ve seen too many, so I can’t feel the obvious changes. Only after a closer look can I feel that he is really thin. Just as Xiaobai and Jiayao said, he is indeed taller than Gao Zhan and almost as tall as Xiong Shuai. I remember when I despised his height last semester, he said he was 1.83 meters, but in the blink of an eye in the past few months, he has grown a little bit.
I couldn’t help standing up beside Xiaobai and asked Jiayao, “Am I taller than Xiaobai?”
Xiaobai stretched out his hand and poked me in the head, and said, “Come on. Even if you eat the whole can of melamine now, it won’t last any longer.”
“Then why is he still growing? Last semester he told me that he was only 1.83 meters.”
“Master’s bones are amazed, and his talents are extraordinary. If it was in ancient times, he would be a prodigy in martial arts. You… Forget it.” Xiaobai flicked his fingers at me in disgust.
“Dog legs!” I was almost numb to death by these two dog legs.
A gust of cold wind blew, and I couldn’t help shivering. Although it was said that it was already spring, it was a cold spring day.
Air, as long as the wind blows, it will still get cold into the pores.
The instant noodles happened to come over with a few boys carrying sports pads, glanced at me, and suddenly took something out of his pocket and stuffed it into me, “This is for you!”
“What?” I was stunned, looking at a yellow carved hand warmer that was forcibly stuffed into my hand.
This hand warmer has been scalding hot by him. I held it in the palm of my hand, and my cold fingers became warm in an instant. Although it is already spring, the cold weather is still a little unstable, and there was a spring snowfall a few days ago. I don’t want him to be a boy pretending to be such a sweet thing.
Xiaobai immediately joked: “Master, are you biased? We are also cold, but we only gave the warm hand egg to the senior brother.”
Jia Yao immediately learned from me and shivered, pretending to be weak, and said, “Master, my disciple is so cold that his bones are shriveled.”
Instant Noodles scratched his head embarrassedly and said, “This is not mine, it was given to me by a junior high school girl just now. I don’t need it, I just saw Jingjing being a little cold, and I remembered it. If you like it, I will leave school. go buy it for you.”
“Giving it from a junior high school girl?” These words immediately caught Xiaobai and Jiayao’s attention, and the two of them stared at me invariably.
Originally it was warm, but my heart was inexplicably sweet, but after hearing it from a first-year high school girl, I felt my facial muscles froze immediately.
It happened that Teacher He’s whistle sounded, and the get out of class was over.
I stuffed the hand warmer egg into Jiayao and said, “Here it is! Hurry up and straighten your bones.”
Jia Yao shouted, “Are you angry? Just kidding.”
The instant noodles are also two feet tall
The monk was puzzled, “Why is Jingjing so angry?”
Xiaobai pulled Jiayao and said, “She’s not angry, she’s jealous.”
Jiayao still doesn’t know why: “Jealous? Whose jealousy?”
Jiang Hao, the sports committee member who was with him, interjected: “Since our Ban Jiawei lost weight, his popularity has exploded. We just went to the sports equipment room to move mats, but a senior high school girl blocked the door. I gave him a warm egg, saying that I feel distressed that the weather is cold and the hands are cold. We Lizhijing must eat the vinegar of Gao Yimei’s paper.”
Instant noodles and I said angrily in unison:
“Jiang Hao, what nonsense are you talking about?”
“Jiang Hao, what are you talking nonsense about?”
The instant noodles grabbed the cushion in his hand and chased after Jiang Hao.
Xiaobai pursed his lips. On the other side of the playground, a junior high school girl was smiling and shaking her hand at us, to be precise, at the instant noodles.
Jia Yao said in shock: “I’m rubbing it! Isn’t this the girl who sent Gao Zhan a love letter for moon cakes last semester? Did you change your target so soon?”
“Who knows!” Xiaobai shrugged.
Jia Yao immediately said: “Master, you are the one who wants to lead the disciples to correct the fruit. Don’t be fascinated by those coquettish **** outside.”
I rolled my eyes, I was just worrying about eating radishes, and with Xu Jingjing around, no goblin could not fascinate him.
Xiaobai arched my arm, “Hey? If your instant noodles were a little thinner, then the alluring beauty would probably compare to Brother Gao Zhan, so you really don’t have to worry about how easy it is for you to tune in. The fragrant flowers that came out were picked by another family?”
I instinctively retorted: “Declaration! He is not from our family. I also have no training.
he. Who he is with has nothing to do with me. ”
After cleaning up Jiang Hao’s instant noodles, he walked over from the other side, just when he heard me say this, his expression was slightly stiff. I glanced at him and gave him a blank look. He curled his lips into a smile, and soon returned to his normal expression, and pushed the sports equipment to the equipment room with Jiang Hao.
Xiaobai spat at me: “Dead duck has a tough mouth!”
Jia Yao said: “The ghost knows whether you will be greedy for the beauty of your master in the future?”
I stared at Xiao Bai in disbelief, and said, “I’ve given up on Gao Zhan, how could I like him?! Even if he becomes thin, I can’t like him. Because he’s thinner and better-looking, I’ll move him. Don’t fall in love, what have I become? I am a strategic partner with him. From now on you two, don’t see wind and rain all day long. I decided years ago to change my mind, be a new person, focus on learning, and agree Let’s take the ‘college entrance exam’ that little **** together. From now on, you two have to dare to confuse the public again, disturb the military’s heart, and be careful that I will kill you. Hurry back to the classroom, I’m starving to death, I want to eat.”
Xiaobai said, “Don’t talk too early or too full. We’ll wait! Let’s see how you slap your face!”
“I’m too lazy to care about you!” My heart was beating very fast, Xiaobai and Jiayao’s suspicions made me suddenly flustered, even more flustered than when they guessed that Gao Zhan liked me last time, and I don’t know why.
I left them and walked back to the teaching building. As soon as I went up the stairs, I heard the familiar voice of instant noodles calling me. He and Jiang Hao just passed through the other side of the teaching building after delivering the sports equipment. Clear the steps under your feet, the soles of your feet slip, and the center of gravity is unstable.
Plant later. Just when I thought I was going to fall into an idiot, the instant noodles rushed down in three steps and two steps in time, and hugged me from behind.
He had his hands on my waist and I was almost reclining in his arms. He frowned and taught me a serious lesson: “You are such an old man, why do you always walk without looking at the road? Either you hit a telephone pole or fall, and sooner or later you will become mentally retarded.”
I replied angrily: “It’s not all your fault! If you don’t call me, can I fall down if I walk well?”
Jiang Hao stood at the bottom of the stairs, holding up his mobile phone, while neither of us were paying attention, he took a group photo of the two of us, and then slowly walked to the stairs, looking at the ecstasy posture of the two of us, shaking his head and smacking Mouth: “Tsk tsk tsk, ouch.”
It was only then that I realized that I was still reclining in the arms of instant noodles. Instant Noodles also realized that and immediately straightened my body. I was embarrassed and my face started to heat up. He was no better than me, and the roots of his ears turned red.
Jiang Hao laughed a few times, walked up the stairs quickly, and left the instant noodles to go back to the classroom by himself.
I paused, and the previous conversation with Xiaobai Jiayao flashed through my mind. I looked at the face that was getting thinner and thinner, and the thick double chin was slowly becoming thinner and firmer. Suddenly, half a circle of small words appeared radially above his head and on both sides of his ears: You like him!
Every word is the same.
you like him!
“Jingjing? What’s wrong with you?” The instant noodle swayed in front of my eyes.
I came back to my senses in shock, inexplicably guilty!
I don’t like him!
I glanced at him and said angrily: “Get out of the way! Stay away from me in the future! Humph!
He was stunned, the expression on his face was a little dazed, and my figure was clearly reflected in his dark pupils.
I dare not look at him. In short, he is thin into a lightning bolt, and his appearance is better than Gao Zhan, and I will not like him!
“In the ninth year of Yonghe, the age is in Gui Chou, and at the beginning of the late spring, I will meet at the Lanting Pavilion of Shanyin in Kuaiji, and I will do some things…” I bit my lip and climbed the stairs in three steps, carrying the “Orchid Pavilion Collection” on my back. , while rolling back to the classroom.
At noon, I ate a lot of food, and my stomach was unbearable until after school.
I thought this inexplicable little emotion was just a riot, but since that day, I started to see all kinds of unpleasant instant noodles. In less than half a year, the shape of instant noodles and the outer limpet have undergone tremendous changes. He used his strength to prove that “fat people are a potential stock”, “a fat person destroys everything, and a thin person has everything”. The girls in the school also gradually turned to instant noodles from the one-sided obsession with Gao Zhan. I don’t know when it started, the drawer of instant noodles seems to be a grocery store. In addition to rose chocolate, there are always many strange things, such as mobile phone stickers, bag pendants, key chains… He also especially likes to present these gadgets to me, Xiaobai and Jiayao.
I said that this product is lacking in heart, and it is also lacking to no end. When someone’s little fan girl gave Gao Zhan a gift, Gao Zhan always looked at him with a cold attitude of “crossing his eyebrows and facing a thousand husband’s fingers”, let alone accepting gifts, he didn’t even glance at him, and directly rejected people for thousands of miles. outside. This product is good, since I received a warm
After handing the eggs, it was like opening the door to a new world. Not only did he receive gifts, but he also gave small gifts to his fans, which made the little fans quarrel endlessly for him for three days. On the other hand, Li Youqing, a child, is obsessed with Gao Zhan as always. Occasionally, she came to persuade me not to be obsessed with instant noodles, saying that this guy is too fussy, and the cold Gao Zhan is better. I totally agree with this!
Whenever I see the chocolate stuffed in the instant noodles, I really want to gather and melt it all over his idiot face. Xiaobai and Jiayao were even more helpful to Zhou. They not only ate chocolate, but also tried their best to fan the flames, saying that since I don’t like the master, don’t be jealous if the master is robbed. what the hell? Exciting generals are useless to me!
Although I still look as heartless as before, and I don’t mind at all, but I understand that I have invisibly turned the nameless anger that accumulated in my heart into a fighting force, and won all the A’s in the junior college entrance examination. .
My “Lizhijing” has not yet reached the Western Sky of the college entrance examination, and has already been sublimated into a “Fighting Saint Buddha” ahead of time. So strange things like love letters started showing up in my drawer. When I was packing my schoolbag and preparing to leave school, I took off the kraft paper envelope stuffed outside my schoolbag and opened it again, and took out the letter inside, with the crooked words on it: “Xu Jingjing, I love you! Guess who I am? ”
Damn mental retardation! Who is so boring? ! Confessing to people and playing I guess I guess guess, it’s just sick! Compared with the kind of person who directly writes his name, I respect him as a man, I hate this kind of unsigned feeling the most.
Book. Without thinking, I tore the love letter into pieces and threw it into the trash.
Xiaobai and Jiayao hugged their stomachs and laughed until they were about to leave the school gate. After the instant noodles found out, his expression was very complicated. I don’t know if he was intimidated by the majesty of my furious staring, he wanted to laugh but didn’t dare to laugh, or it was some other factor.
I glared at him angrily, “What’s your expression? Just laugh if you want, I promise not to kill you.”
He squeaked and didn’t know what to do.
“Speak if you have something to say, and let your fart go. What are you holding on to with the back of your hand?”
Since just now, his right hand has been behind his back, as if he is holding something, sneaking. I probed over.
He suddenly took out a rose from behind him, “That…this is for you…”
I stared at the rose, which was apparently not very beautiful and withered due to lack of water, and my heart suddenly skipped a beat. I raised my eyebrows slightly and asked, “What do you mean?”
The roots of his ears began to turn red, and his cheeks also turned red, and he gathered up the courage to point to the flower and said, “That’s what it means!”
Xiaobai and Jiayao suddenly appeared.
Jia Yao: “Wow! The flower language of roses is love, and a rose means you are my only one.”
Xiaobai: “Master, you still have to lead your disciples to study the scriptures. You can’t be fooled by this goblin who has turned into a big brother.”
My heart beat faster, my face blushed, and I looked at him and spat: “I’m sick! There’s no way to make money with money?”
He stared at me with dark eyes, frowned slightly, a little dejected, and stammered: “No…it’s not me, it’s…it’s from the third class…the third class of horses.
Reze asked me… asked me to give it to you. ”
“What did you just say? Say it again!” I stared at him in disbelief. Dare to love this flower not from him, but from someone else? Is he actually a matchmaker? ! Kang Jiawei, if you dare to say that you are sending flowers for others, I promise not to kill you.
He repeated solemnly, “It wasn’t me, it was Marizette from the third class who gave it to you.”
Immediately, anger rose from the soles of my feet, dashed down, and broke through the top of my head.
“Kang Jiawei! You bastard!” I was so angry that I grabbed the rose and smashed it on his head. Then I kicked him. After kicking him, I didn’t get rid of my hatred, so I raised my fist and beat him. This bastard! How dare you give me flowers for others, even if you don’t give me flowers yourself, you actually give me flowers for others? “Who do you think of me? Someone asked you to send me flowers, and you did it? If you sent roses, do I like you or him? Do you think you are SF Express?”
Instant Noodles looked at me with aggrieved expression, and let me beat him angrily without moving.
Xiaobai and Jiayao pulled me, “Calm down! Calm down! Isn’t it because the master didn’t like you? You can’t be so embarrassed and angry.”
“Fuck!” Ouch! I’m really **** off. I have never been so angry in my life as I am now.
It’s all because of this idiot!
“Hey, look! Isn’t that Xu Jingjing and Gao Zhan? They seem to be arguing.” Jiayao’s gossip radar detection system was automatically turned on all the time, but it did manage to distract me.
I looked in the direction she pointed, Gao Zhan and Xu Jingjing stood face to face on the road leading to the
In the aisle of the indoor gym, the faces of the two were very serious, and it looked like they were quarreling.
“A quarrel is a quarrel. Isn’t it normal for couples to quarrel? What’s so strange? Let’s go! Go home!”
I was angry and didn’t care about the two of them quarreling. I turned around and walked a few steps towards the gate, but Xiaobai and Jiayao didn’t follow at all. I couldn’t hear the noisy voices of the two people. When I turned around, I was surprised that the two people were gone, and only the instant noodles were still standing there stupidly staring at me.
“They both went to eavesdrop.” Instant Noodle pointed to the direction of the indoor gym.
“Shit!” I walked back speechlessly.
At this time, Xiaobai and Jiayao ran back frantically, and they kept patting their chests as if they were thieves for fear of being discovered.
Jiayao said: “they are really quarreling, I heard Gao Zhan angrily say to Xu Jingjing, don’t follow him in the future, and don’t do those meaningless things again. I don’t know what Xu Jingjing did. What did you describe? Could it be that the two of them broke up?”
Several of us were guessing when Gao Zhan turned from the direction of the gymnasium and bumped into the four of us, his cold expression turned stunned.
He frowned, looked at me in shock, and said, “You…”
Immediately I said, “Oh, we’re leaving school and going home.”
Xu Jingjing also chased after her, her eyes were red as if she had been crying, the moment she saw me, her aggrieved expression suddenly turned into anger, she glared at me fiercely, turned to Gao Zhan and said loudly : “Gao Zhan, if you dare to leave, we will bring you down!”
Gao Zhan stared with an incredible expression.
He stared at her and said angrily, “Crazy!”
After scolding, he turned and left. When he passed by me, he suddenly grabbed my wrist and dragged me along with him without warning.
“Ah?!” I was blinded all of a sudden, completely unable to understand what was going on. By the time I recovered, I had been dragged to the school gate by Gao Zhan.
I looked back in embarrassment, and looked at Xiaobai and Jiayao, who were surprised by me, and Xu Jingjing, who was crying even more sadly, and the instant noodles handed her facial tissue… My feet seemed to be enchanted. Disobeyed, he followed Gao Zhan out of the school.
Xiong Shuai and Dapeng were just outside the school gate. When Xiong Shuai saw me, he called me excitedly like Erha: “Lychee essence…” But when he saw Gao Zhan holding my hand, he suddenly stopped his voice, his face full of expression. incredible. Zhou Dapeng opened his mouth wide and wanted to speak, but in the end he obediently shut his mouth.
I wanted to shake Gao Zhan’s hand away, but I tried secretly but couldn’t shake it off.
Gao Zhan suddenly said to Xiong Shuai, “I have something to do today, so I won’t play with you guys.”
Xiong Shuai and Zhou Dapeng nodded dumbly and watched us leave.
I said no to play, but Gao Zhan still dragged me to the basketball court where he often went to play. I’m shamelessly doing something that a green tea **** would do.
The basketball court is located in the residential area of the residents, surrounded by high barbed wire. Several halogen lamps hang in the four corners of the basketball court, providing lighting for the entire basketball court at night. I watched Gao Zhan come here and keep throwing basketballs at the backboard as if to vent, but none of them scored. Until he was tired, he sat down beside me and gulps
Filled with water.
He suddenly stopped drinking water, turned his head to stare at me, a pair of black and bright pupils were as dazzling as the twinkling stars in the night. Originally, as long as these beautiful eyes looked at me, my whole heart could fly, but now, he sits so quietly beside me, so close, staring at me earnestly, but I But I found that there was no wave in my heart, it was calmer than the lake in the mountains where everything was quiet at night.
He said earnestly, “Xu Jingjing and I are not what we thought.”
“Huh?” I looked demented, not understanding what he was trying to say. Since being pulled here without warning by him, my brain has been in a state of panic since the moment I sat down. Before, Xiaobai and Jiayao called me. I just picked up the phone, and I just called “Hello”, and the phone automatically shut down when it ran out of power. So, I can only watch him play the ball for so long, and listen to the sound of basketball smashing the backboard for a while, and the sound of “dong dong dong” echoing in my mind all the time.
He added: “I have nothing to do with her and I don’t want you to misunderstand.
“Oh…” Don’t want me to misunderstand? I looked up at him, did he want to explain that he broke up with Xu Jingjing? His dark and beautiful eyes were filled with sincerity. The conversation between Xiaobai and Jiayao appeared again in his ears: Gao Zhan likes you.
He lowered his head, pondered for two seconds, and then said in a low voice, “Xu Jingjing, actually I…”
Before he could finish speaking, I suddenly interrupted him and said with a smile, “How could I have misunderstood? This kind of thing is normal. Although it is already a sophomore in high school,
In fact, the second grade disease is still serious, don’t you just like to make jokes between classmates when you have something to do? What do you like about her? He likes you, but it’s actually naive and boring. Everyone doesn’t take it too seriously. Also, it’s normal to have some quarrels among classmates, like Kang Jiawei and Xiong Shuai who quarreled several times with a blushing face and a thick neck. ”
His beautiful eyes were filled with amazement, and he stared at me for a long, long time…
I laughed stupidly and insisted on laughing, for fear that my facial muscles would suddenly freeze. I don’t know why I interrupted him at that time, maybe he didn’t mean to tell me that he likes me at all, maybe he just wanted to tell me something else, but I suddenly backed away, resisting inexplicably from the bottom of my heart, Resist the fear of hearing something. When he personally said that he had nothing to do with Xu Jingjing, I should have been happy, but it wasn’t. I don’t even care if he and Xu Jingjing have broken up. I even despicably wanted to use instant noodles to separate him from Xu Jingjing, but in fact he threw off Xu Jingjing and took my hand away, and now the person is sitting next to me, I am not as happy as I imagined.
Slowly, his facial expression loosened, and he laughed and laughed at himself. After a while, he said, “Xu Jingjing, you know? You can’t stop it when you get up, and you can’t help people not paying attention. , obviously very smart and very beautiful, just keep doing some funny things.”
I directly ignored “two” and “funny”, focused on the word “beautiful”, and excitedly cupped my face and said, “Very beautiful? Really? Thank you for your compliment!”
I was amused and said with a serious face: “Really! It’s beautiful, especially when you smile. I like… seeing you smile. Your smile is contagious and can make people happy from unhappy to happy.”
“Oh, what you said, I feel like my face is covered with gold, but it’s valuable.” I also exaggeratedly rubbed my face, if my mouth could bite my cheek Help, I will definitely take it down and show him.
He finally laughed again from the bottom of his heart, with a familiar and warm smile on his face that once fascinated me.
He complimented me, I was really happy, but the mood was completely different. If he complimented me like this before today, I might be happy like a little nympho, as if pink bubbles were floating all over the world, but just now, I realized that I was no longer the admirer who secretly had a crush on him. .
In my mind, standing beside the bookshelf quietly looking at the book and the figure of the hot-blooded handsome boy on the court, it has gradually faded, replaced by the moment I followed him away and turned back, the instant noodles walked towards Xu Jingjing, The picture of gently wiping her tears…
I finally understood why I had to interrupt him, because I didn’t want his confession to become a burden. I’ll have a crush on him like other girls, and **** on him, but that’s not a real liking. When I was actually with him, my mind was full of the other person. It turned out that it wasn’t that I liked the feeling of having a crush, or that I didn’t want to confess to him, but that I didn’t like him to the depths of my heart. And the person who exists in his heart, as long as he thinks that he likes someone else
, my heart will be uncontrollably aching, the kind of tiny needles that stick to the heart bit by bit, so that you can’t shout, you can only feel helplessly as it hurts little by little and bleeds. ,pain…
As Xiaobai and Jiayao said, I fell in love with instant noodles, no matter whether he was fat or thin, I liked him, and I liked him uncontrollably. I like the way he explains the topic seriously for me, the clumsy way he looks when he runs, and the stupidity of him arguing with me about something but never being able to argue with me…
I have fallen in love with him unknowingly, and I never thought that such a day would come.
Taking a deep breath, the coolness of the early spring night poured into my heart, making me sober a little.
Gao Zhan looked at the lights in the distance and sighed: “I’m going to focus on my studies. I’ve been out of shape for a while, and I feel a lot. You’ve been working very hard recently. It seems that the teacher Kang Jiawei can’t help you. Small.”
“Yeah. An inch of time is worth an inch of gold, and an inch of gold can’t buy an inch of time. I also had an epiphany a few years ago. I wasted a long time before, and after a lot of hard work, I found that I can. So during the New Year, I swear I don’t want to go on in a hurry like before, I don’t want to regret it in the future.”
“It makes sense. Have you ever thought about which school or major to go to?”
“I didn’t think about it. However, no matter what I study, I really want to make money, make a lot of money. Hahaha~~~”
“It’s right to want to make money. The reason why we study so hard is to make money in the future.
“Hahaha, that’s right. Making money is king.”
“I’m really sorry that I dragged you so late today and delayed your homework.”
“It doesn’t matter! I’ve already done half of my homework in school. I’m following you with saving the galaxy. Seeing that you’re all right, my mission has been successfully completed.”
He snorted, and I laughed again.
“Xu Jingjing, thank you!”
Not like you, but thank you. I am inexplicably at ease.
“Oh, you are so polite, I’m going to be embarrassed.”
“Go! Send you home. Then study hard and make money to buy the entire galaxy.”
I laughed and looked at Gao Zhan, relaxed like never before. The me who was nervous and incoherent when I saw him, can finally return to the normal me.
When I got home, I turned on the computer, and many boxes popped up in QQ, all of which were messages from Xiaobai and Jiayao asking me.
“What’s the matter with you and Gao Zhan?”
“Where did you go with Gao Zhan?”
“I just said that Gao Zhan likes you.”
“Master was dragged away by that coquettish bitch.”
“Master, this soft-hearted person, even wiped her tears. It’s obviously the tears of a crocodile. Ouch! I’m really mad at me.”
“Jingjing, do you want to say something?”
My fingers tapped and deleted on the keyboard, deleted and tapped, and finally replied to the two of them: “My phone is out of power. It’s nothing, just being pulled by Gao Zhan to watch him play basketball.”
The two kept asking questions.
“Playing basketball? Did Gao Zhan and Xu Jingjing break up?”
“Are you going to be with Gao Zhan? If they don’t break up, you are the third child. Xu Jingjing, you have to be sober.
I’m just speechless at the brain hole of these two people.
“Snake essence disease! They said to study hard, my mother still has to conquer the whole galaxy. You guys hurry up and kneel. I’m going to read a book.” After finishing typing, I screened the dialog box.
I glanced at the avatar of instant noodles, which was always gray.
That night, I kept reviewing my homework until 12:30 at night, and I didn’t see the instant noodles’ QQ profile picture beating.