Intercepting the Boyfriend When he Was Young - Chapter 74
Shen Sui did not speak.
He looked at the street lamp outside. He felt that at this moment he seemed to have infinite courage, but he felt that he had never seemed to be cowardly.
“Sometimes, I don’t know what to think of you.”
Shen Sui didn’t dare to look back, he rarely talked about himself like that. Xia Chiu was a little surprised, but she didn’t expect Shen Suihui to respond to her words.
Shen Sui squeezed his fists, seeming to be a little nervous: “I didn’t think much of you before.”
Xia Chiu laughed.
She used to hate Shen Sui very much in her last life, but in this life she realized that Shen Sui in her last life was not really heartless, but he looked down on Xia Chiu Chiu from the beginning. Xia Chiu Chiu was never the one worthy of his heart and lungs. .
Perhaps the original Shen Sui was not without sincerity, but as time goes by, people will walk in one direction and go farther and farther.
Xia Chiu-chuo was suddenly very lucky that she met Shen Sui, who had not become hopeless, and Jianghuai An who had not been completely harmed by this world.
The most embarrassing thing was said, and Shen casually felt that there seemed to be nothing left to say.
“I never thought you would grow like this.”
“What?” Xia Chiu didn’t understand. After thinking about it, she frowned: “Actually, I think I’m pretty bad now. I want to study every day but I can’t do it. I don’t have much progress in my grades. I don’t have the willpower… ”
As she said, she was getting lower and lower. She looked at Shen Sui and hesitated and said: “You said, am I not going to be admitted to Peking University?”
Shen Sui laughed: “Do you really want to take the test?”
“Yes.” Xia Chiu nodded: “I want to be that kind of…shiny person.”
As she said, she was a little embarrassed: “Like you.”
Shen Sui did not speak, and Xia Chiu’s words made his heart beat so quickly.
He lowered his eyes, leaned to the side without a trace, and made himself less nervous by pulling the distance away.
He pursed his lips and finally said, “You are fine now. You, Gu Lan, and Yang Wei, you are doing what you like and working hard for it.”
As he said, he raised his head to look at her, maintaining a smile: “I watched you draw, and I forget the time as soon as I paint. The whole person is shining. I think you are very good.”
“If you have always been like this, like Gu Lan, maybe I haven’t felt so much yet. But Xia Chiu, I see you go from ignorance to today, I feel…”
Shen Sui paused at the sentence, and didn’t know how to say it for a while. People who have always been good at dancing with long sleeves and shining lotus, actually have a time when they are poor.
Xia Chiu-chuu waited quietly for a while, before seeing him speak, he laughed: “Needless to say, I probably understand.”
“how about you?”
“Gu Lan and I are doing what we like, how about you? Your recommendation is a designated professional, right? Do you like it?”
Shen Sui laughed and answered calmly: “I don’t like it.”
“But what I want to do,” he sighed. “My mother won’t agree.”
“what you up to?”
Xia Chiu Chiu was very curious, and Shen Sui’s eyes brightened. He gestured in the air: “Have you seen a missile?”
Xia Chiu: “!!!”
She never thought that Shen Sui was actually interested in missiles!
However, she quickly realized that Shen Sui usually likes to read these books. The reason for contacting her, Yang Wei, and Gu Lan is also because he has built the weapon level in this worldview.
Xia Chiu-chuu had an unexpected and reasonable feeling, but Shen Sui was clearly aware of her surprise, and laughed: “Unexpectedly?”
After that, Shen Sui had some gentle gazes in his eyes: “When I was a child, watching the military parade on TV, I felt very cool. When I look at history later, there is always an urge to shed blood for the country. But My mother always tells me that I am an only child, and I will inherit the family business in the future, stay by her side and stay with her.”
“You know that my dad is out there, right?”
He suddenly opened this mouth, and Xia Chiu was so frightened that she didn’t know why Shen Suihui said so much suddenly, as if she had opened a chat box and couldn’t stop it anymore.
She wanted to talk to Shen Sui, don’t say it, she was afraid that Shen would regret it after she finished speaking.
However, Shen Sui seemed to hold back for a long time, and finally found an exit. In a slow and irresistible tone, he continued with a smile: “It’s a girl. My dad never brought it back. My mom knew about it. I.” Mom always tells me that if I don’t stay with her, she will be bullied to death by their mother and daughter. Sometimes I envy you and God’s favor. I’m an only child without younger siblings. It’s really just that I can’t leave. Can’t afford to die.”
“If I apply for a major in missile engineering, I guess I will go to places like Qinghai and it will be difficult to come back. My mother won’t agree, and my dad won’t let me inherit the family business. So I never thought of that. , I feel that according to my mother’s idea, I honestly studied the mathematics department of the best university in the country, and then went abroad to study financial engineering or MBA, knowing more can help my friends, marrying a family background is quite or even better than me A little girl…”
“Are you thinking too far?”
Xia Chiu-chuo was dumbfounded. She knew that Shen Sui matured prematurely, but she didn’t expect to mature like this.
Shen Sui chuckles: “You think too little.”
“But it’s different now,” Shen Sui took a deep breath, as if he had made some decision: “I want to apply for the National Defense Science and Technology University.”
“Your mother won’t agree…” Xia Chiu-chuo felt that the amount of information she received was too large, and she was a little overwhelmed.
Shen Sui looked at her: “Gu Lan’s mother allowed her to paint?”
“Your parents agree that you and Jiang Huai An are together?”
“what are you talking about!”
Xia Chiu said in a hurry, “Why do you say this all of a sudden!”
“Do you like Jianghuai An’s?”
Shen Sui suddenly said, Xia Chiu froze. Shen Sui looked at her clearly and repeated: “You like him.”
Xia Chiu-chuo slowly let go of her hands. After a long time, she twisted and said, “Yes… I don’t like it much. I’m still cultivating feelings… and he treats Gu Lan so much…”
“Look,” Shen Suitan said, “If you like someone, you will love it, and no one can stop it. If you want to read, you will separate and work hard, and if you want to paint, you will work hard. What are the obstacles? , You solve it, you never thought of giving up.”
“Looking at you, I think, even Xia Chiu Chiu can do it, why can’t I do it?”
Xia Yujiu was stunned, and then reacted: “What does it mean that even Xia Yujiu can do it?!”
Shen Sui laughed out loud and said honestly: “I always think you can’t compare to mine.”
Xia Chiu Chiu was a little dissatisfied. While talking, the two of them arrived at Xia’s house. Xia Chiu Chiu took the lead to go upstairs, and Shen Sui followed a little helplessly. Xia Yuanbao happened to see this scene, coughed lightly, and looked at Shen Sui said, “Pay attention to your sense of measure.”
Shen Sui stayed for a while, and then understood what Xia Yuanbao meant, a little embarrassed, and followed Xia Chiu upstairs.
The two chatted under the guise of making up a lesson, Xia Chiu tweeted while drawing and listening to Shen Sui.
When it was time for Shen Sui to go, he looked at the clock and stood up.
He felt that what should be said was also said, and said slowly: “Tweet, send me down.”
Xia Chiu-chuo raised her head from the painting, a little confused. In the past, it was usually that Shen followed herself. But today, she asked her to send him off for the first time in the world?
But she still sent Shen Sui down, and when she reached the door, Shen Sui stopped and turned her head to look at Xia Chiu.
The wind in winter was very cold, and Shen Sui was wrapped in a scarf, and his breath turned into white mist in the air. He looked at her quietly for a while, then smiled softly: “I won’t be here from tomorrow, I’m going to start preparing for the exam.”
“Yeah,” Xia Chiu was surprised, but also supported, nodded and said: “Come on, I will definitely invite you to dinner when you are admitted.”
“Well,” Shen Sui smiled gently, and he looked at Xia Chiu quietly: “My business, don’t tell other people, if my mother knows that I plan to apply for the national defense student, I must be killed.”
“Okay.” With Gu Lan’s experience, Xia Chiu-chiu made up his mind to kill him this time: “Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone.”
Shen Sui looked at her without saying much.
There was a little emotion in his heart, this little girl, he looked down from the beginning, to the attention of the back, and gradually couldn’t look away, and then to the quiet gaze later.
He didn’t know what kind of feeling he was, if he liked it, he shouldn’t be so easy to separate.
He knew that she liked Jianghuai An, and she was jealous and angry at the beginning, but now she has only silent blessings.
A girl who works hard should be happy, he thought, such a shining girl, what kind of love she wants, should be what kind of love.
And he will go northward, and then turn to the desert wilderness.
He will shed his blood as he had always expected when he was young.
He doesn’t need to suppress himself anymore, he doesn’t need to flatten the edges and corners, and he doesn’t need to refrigerate the heart that he is proud of for a moment of ease.
He once thought that he had absorbed so much in his entire life, but he was illuminated by the light of this person, and his eyes were burning.
Even these little girls are struggling to pursue what they want and think, why can’t he do it?
He smiled lightly for a long time, and finally said: “I’m leaving.”
“Well, goodbye.” Xia Chiu nodded, knowing that Shen was leaving with this sentence, not just the difference at this moment. After that, she will probably not see him again for a long time. When she sees him again, it will be the moment when the sky is apart.
Shen Sui turned around. He was actually a little scared. He felt that the night was very cold and the road was very dim. He couldn’t see clearly ahead.
The first snow fell slowly in the winter, and after Shen followed a few steps, he stopped.
He turned his head and saw Xia Jue-chuo still looking at him at the door, and the snowflakes were falling down. He didn’t know what happened. He remembered the moment when she confessed to him back then, with such a pair of clear eyes.
He suddenly wanted to hug her, so he turned abruptly, stepped forward, and hugged people tightly in his arms.
Xia Chuo was stunned, and then he heard Shen Sui eagerly speaking: “Just a moment!”
Xia Chiu Chiu froze, at a loss, Shen Sui hugged her, and quickly said: “Xia Chiu Chiu, I liked you.”
“I don’t know if I like it now, and I don’t know if I will like it in the future.”
“But Xia Chiu-”
“I once liked you, I am also very happy.”