Chapter 40: New Love 40
The two of them never talked about everything that happened that day, and they have always buried those absurdities and secrets deeply, no longer touching them, and not talking about each other.
It was as if it was a past that had long since disappeared and had been forgotten. After all, it is too deviant, not in line with the secular, and has strayed from the trajectory that it should have.
Now that Jiang Yun took the initiative to mention it, Lu Nianzhi didn’t expect it. After a long time, he whispered back: “Remember.”
“I was going to leave, but you suddenly poured me a glass of water.” Jiang Yun said, his tone was calm, he was just reminiscing.
The night outside the window was dark, but there were dim yellow street lamps illuminating the whole night. The curtains were not closed, and they were so wide open. The soft light poured in from the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, illuminating the large room.
With the faint yellow light, Lu Nianzhi looked at her, recalled, and said, “You came to Qin Zhao and waited for a long time, but she was not with me.”
Lying on his side for a long time and pressing his arm was uncomfortable. Jiang Yun moved and got closer to the other party. He didn’t answer the call immediately, but after a while, he raised his eyelids and looked at him, his red lips moved, and he said something unclear. “I didn’t say I was looking for her.”
Lu Nianzhi didn’t say a word, wondering if he understood the meaning of those words.
Jiang Yun added: “I did go to your place to find Qin Zhao that day, but I didn’t tell anyone.”
At that time, she went directly to the studio, but she didn’t say what she was going to do, and no one asked. Anyway, she went in like that.
Lu Nianzhi should have understood what she meant, turned his head, looked at the ceiling for half a minute, then pressed his right arm sideways, facing Jiang Yun, and said calmly, “Then what?”
Jiang Yun said, “You already knew at that time that I broke up with her.”
Lu Nianzhi didn’t speak, his black eyes were deep and deep, as if he was considering something, he was silent for a while, but he answered frankly: “Yes.”
“How did you know?” Jiang Yun asked.
Lu Nianzhi said, “I saw it earlier.”
Jiang Yun was puzzled and said, “I haven’t met you in that time.”
“It’s not you,” Lu Nianzhi said, leaning closer, stopping a short distance away, almost completely touching her, then slowed down and continued calmly, “You didn’t come to the two parties, Qin Zhao came alone, and Xu Zhiyi wasn’t there either.”
“That’s it,” Jiang Yun couldn’t understand. “Because I didn’t go, you can tell that I broke up with her.”
Lu Nianzhi reached out and touched her face, “In the past, you would usually arrive, and if you can’t attend, you will pick her up later.”
During the years Jiang Yun and Qin Zhao have been together, she has been slowly integrating into this person’s circle of friends from the very beginning. Even though she doesn’t know everyone deeply, she can always live in peace with everyone.
In a love relationship, there will always be someone who loves the house and Wu. In the past, Jiang Yun cared about Qin Zhao and valued that relationship, so she would take into account the people around Qin Zhao. In such occasions as a dinner party, she would usually go there as soon as she could, even if she showed up halfway. , no matter how bad it is, I will drive to pick up people later. Qin Zhao couldn’t drive after drinking, she was worried.
Everyone in the circle of friends knows that Lu Nian is not the only one.
Jiang Yun himself didn’t notice these details, he was stunned for a moment, and then said inexplicably: “It can’t be because I was busy at that time, working overtime, maybe I really can’t go.”
Lu Nianzhi pressed **** her chin and said, “Qin Zhao was so drunk that two times, he fell to the ground and fell asleep, and he didn’t go back.”
Such a situation could be anything other than a breakup. During the years between Jiang Yun and Qin Zhao, no matter how much conflict they had, they never talked about the breakup, and no one ever said that, and they usually reconciled soon. After all, they are both adults, and they both know what they have in mind. When they calm down after the trouble, the other party will go down by themselves without giving steps. There is no need to get to the point where they cannot end because of some minor conflicts.
Qin Zhao was lying on the ground like mud on the beach.
Zhang Yi and the others have big hearts and can’t see what’s going on, but Lu Nianzhi sees it.
Jiang Yun pursed her lips lightly, and said in a low voice for a long time, “She called me that day and said that she wanted to talk to me at night and wanted to save her. I didn’t want to talk to her in person, so she could talk on the phone if she had something to say, or just hang up. Now. She said again that she was working with you and that she couldn’t leave, so she would come over later, and asked me to wait for her. ”
A lie is spoken, and if you don’t want to be exposed, you need thousands of lies to make up for it. Deception is also, once there will be a second time, countless times.
Jiang Yun no longer believed in Qin Zhao, and was numb to hear her lying. He happened to be near Lu Nianzhi’s studio that day, so he stopped by to have a look. She doesn’t intend to get back together, she just wants to see how sincere this person can be, and whether he is still full of lies.
The result was as she thought, Qin Zhao was not there.
Jiang Yun is not sad. After all, she had already thought about it very clearly before breaking up, and she had no impulse. Even if Qin Zhaozhen was in the studio, she would not relent and reconcile because of it. freed.
Affordable and put down, but it is an instant decision, and waiting for more than two hours is the final explanation for myself.
“She drank with us the night before, and was picked up after the show.” Lu Nianzhi said softly, just one sentence, nothing else, and didn’t say who would pick him up.
But Jiang Yun can also guess that Qin Zhao has lied on the phone. It is obvious that he has a ghost in his heart and is just looking for an excuse.
Originally, she could have said that she was busy or did not explain, but subconsciously, she just wanted to make up the reasons to be more complete, just like lying before.
In fact, in the period before she proposed to break up, Jiang Yun was not doing well. The impact of her crushing relationship was so great that she couldn’t recover completely. The bright days became dark and dark, and she lived all day. Aimless, habit made her unable to get out immediately, but after some struggle to get out.
But when I thought about it later, I was relieved, and the previous things were no longer important, that’s all.
Therefore, later, Jiang Yun will be so decisive, instead of being sad and immersed in the past and unable to come out.
When she was sitting in the break that day, she didn’t think about anything. Xu Shi had expected that she would not be able to find anyone in the studio, and her heart was too dull.
Lu Nianzhi’s fashion studio is very large, located on the 20th floor of Beiqing Building. There are three rest rooms, one for visiting partners, one for internal employees, and the rest belongs to Lu Nianzhi.
This is the room where Jiang Yun went. The employee who led her in happened to know her and thought she was Lu Nianzhi’s friend, so he took her there, but Lu Nianzhi didn’t say anything.
This person has been staying in the office, and he didn’t go to the rest room to meet Jiang Yun until he was about to get off work.
Jiang Yun still hadn’t figured out what happened next, so Lu Nianzhi poured her a glass of water and asked a few words casually. Jiang Yun couldn’t remember exactly what he asked, but he vaguely remembered that the man suddenly asked, “Is there a hurry to leave now?”
She was stunned for a moment, she had been there for too long, she should have left, but hesitated for a moment when she spoke.
Lu Nianzhi reached out and touched her face, just like now.
She didn’t react at all and let this person go.
The lounge is not big, and the walls are not transparent glass. When the door is closed, two people are in the same room. Suddenly, the atmosphere is gradually a little wrong.
No one can see here, and won’t find out what’s going on.
The casual khaki suit that Lu Nianzhi wore that day was paired with a shirt with smooth fabric. The buttons were only half-fastened and half exposed, which vaguely outlined the soft curves and shapes inside. The fragrance was light iris, which was very good. smell.
In contrast to her delicacy and meticulousness, Jiang Yun is very casual, wearing a top with jeans, flat shoes, and no makeup.
Jiang Yun accidentally spilled the water and fell on Lu Nianzhi, making the man’s chest immediately wet.
The cup slammed to the ground and rolled away, but it didn’t break.
Then it happened like that, no one picked up the cup, and the crisp sound was like a switch, causing both of them to do things that were too far apart.
Jiang Yun’s thoughts were so chaotic that he couldn’t think normally, his heart was beating so fast, and his mind was blank.
She is someone who thinks a lot, but she didn’t think about anything that time, she didn’t have any other thoughts, and she was completely empty.
Lu Nianzhi filled all her vacancies, bit by bit, inch by inch…
Panic, throbbing, and deep and complex thoughts are intertwined and entwined, and cannot be separated from each other.
A different kind of feeling is unbearable, love is churning, and it is out of control like a wildfire burning hay. Being in it makes you feel tormented, but you can’t help but sink into it.
Before that, Jiang Yun had followed the rules for 26 years, and he had never done anything out of the ordinary except coming out of the closet. That was the second exception.
Taboos and bad morals collide, teaching her that it is difficult to break free.
The feeling was unfamiliar, which made Jiang Yun a little scared, but he couldn’t help but continue to touch and hold on to it.
She has always been rational, and it is rare to do a stupid thing, just like someone who only drinks white water suddenly drank strong wine, she was not used to it at first, resisted, and her throat was burning dry, but slowly drink a few more sips, mellow flavor The child came up, and the whole person became unconscious.
Someone came and knocked on the door.
But after waiting for a long time, he took the initiative to leave after a while.
The whole process took less than half a minute, but it seemed extraordinarily long.
Jiang Yun hugged Lu Nianzhi nervously and didn’t let go, resting his chin on her shoulder, his back was slightly hunched, and he pulled out a tight and neat line.
She lowered her eyes and saw the pool of water on the ground, it was wet, and the dim yellow lights above her head flashed on the surface.
When it was completely over, Jiang Yun’s clothes were still intact, just a little wrinkled.
If it weren’t for the glass of water that was knocked down on the ground, it would seem that this matter did not exist.
Jiang Yun can still remember it to this day and is deeply impressed.
After that, the two of them were the same as nothing had happened, they didn’t talk, didn’t do much, just snuggled together.
I don’t know how long it took before Lu Nianzhi took another half glass of water to feed her. The two of them sat on the sofa, Lu Nianzhi hugged her, and did not move for a long time.
Everything in the rest room is like a beautiful dream, not very real, it happened too suddenly, there is no trace, and the explanation is not clear.
Looking back now, everything is vague, only the most profound feeling, as if it was integrated into the blood.
Jiang Yun grabbed Lu Nianzhi’s hand, thought for a moment, and asked, “Since you already know, why did you ask me last time if I broke up?”
Lu Nianzhi said truthfully, “Confirm it.”
“What if there is no point?”
“No ifs.”
Jiang Yun watched, waiting for her to continue.
Lu Nianzhi said: “Everything has happened, it’s a foregone conclusion, and there will be no second outcome.”
There are many possibilities for everything, but there is only one ending, and it cannot be wrong.
The other party’s tone was too serious, and the expression on his face was also very serious. Jiang Yun listened and fell into a trance for no reason. It may be an illusion. She heard other meanings from this sentence and couldn’t tell what it was, but Lu Nianzhi’s obvious words had something to say, not just answering the question she just asked.
The two of them are so close now that they can observe every subtle change on the other’s face. Jiang Yun looked at the man’s eyes, thought for a while, and asked her while looking at her, “You said earlier, you have long ago When did you meet me? In the third year of high school, over in Jiangyuan?”
“Earlier.” Lu Nianzhi said without concealing it.
“At Teacher Deng’s place?” Jiang Yun asked.
“Um.”
“High school?”
Lu Nianzhi didn’t answer directly, but said, “I just happened to meet a few times, and I didn’t even say a word.”
“No wonder,” Jiang Yun replied, “I have no impression at all, I can’t remember it at all.”
“Don’t think too much,” Lu Nianzhi said, seeing her mind thoroughly, “I didn’t even know your name at that time, I was completely unfamiliar with it, I remembered it only after hearing it from my uncle. I really knew you. It all came later, because Qin Zhao, she brought you to us.”
Jiang Yun understood what she meant and defended: “I didn’t think much about it, I just asked curiously.”
Lu Nianzhi didn’t say it clearly, and replied, “It’s all a foregone conclusion.”
Jiang Yun was silent for a long time.
Lu Nianzhi came up, and because his arm was injured, it was inconvenient to raise his hand, so he leaned against her chest.
“When Qin Zhao went to university, it was the school I recommended to her and asked her to come here to study.”
Jiang Yun knew about this. “She told me that she didn’t have a good relationship with her family in the past two years. She originally wanted to study abroad, but then she went to C University instead.”
Lu Nianzhi confessed, “I didn’t expect her to meet you.”
Jiang Yun hummed.
Lu Nianzhi moved up and touched the corner of her lips.
“You broke up with her, and it doesn’t matter in the future.”
“I know.”
“Look forward, don’t look back.”
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